Appreciate~

Finally i have finished my group and individual assignment and also test in this week..

but whats the reason i wrote about this this time..?

since this is just a common thing for me already..

but..

i have totally no idea why..!

Im very happy...

maybe because i knew that i will leave this school and my classmate

and the ZZ..@@

suddenly i appreciate anything i going with them..

and i am really really happy..

suddenly i find all my friends are really meant to me..

even this time the assignment need a big cost for printing and etc..

there is nothing to describe anymore besides happy..

and i discover that they seem not treat me so bad as before..

at least they ask me to do something..

so that i can feel that i am one of their member..

and i can help them..

even just a little..

but at least!

i can help them..

they even ask me for opinion!!

omg..!

dont know maybe before they re just emo-ing..?

and also ZZ..

i appreciate when we work together and share the file to help each other for the assignment and homework..

you know..

i LOVE the moment..

but after i leave..

when we will have this kind of great moment..?

this moment will never happen anymore..

i will like to stay if i like this course..

but i really dont..

what im keep hard to doing all these is just because of the result..

im sorry..

maybe its a fate..

well anyway..

i really thankful that you even asking the course for me..

it really meant for me..

that time i m almost cry out..

really..

i knew you want me to stay..

perhaps not..

i dont know..

but you still find the course for me..

and even write a note on your phone..

you are not selfish..

not at all..

yea..

i hate you..

i really hate you..

i hate that you fall in love with me..

hate that you support me and love me at behind always and i know nothing about it until now..

and the most thing i hate is you let me to fall in love with you..!

T^T

i ask that why you want to treat me so good..?

you answer me that because i love you..

and i wanna say is

I love you too..

>///<

ermm..

well..

hahas..

suddenly i dont know what to say..

feel so complicated right now..

never have this feeling before..

maybe this is the feeling of ‘感动’..?

FIN